Thank you so much debc, your reply really means a lot to me.
I feel i can’t talk to my elderly parents or my sisters about this, it would blow their minds and they would worry about me.
I have told a close friend so I can confide if I need to. But people don’t understand like you or I, or the others in this forum do.
Its a horrible existence isn’t it? That permanent knot as you say, is there all the time. I see his name coming up on my phone and I dread what’s coming next.
I do love him as he’s my son but I don’t like this person that this evil drug is turning him into, I feel i don’t kniw him any more ????
Thanks for reading my story and understanding. Lx