[tinkerbell16]

I’m at work too trying to keep busy but yes when you get a minute it hits you , I know how your feeling I’m heartbroken too it’s just the process to go through we will have up and down days , great that’s what you need good people around you and keep distracted hope you have a nice night things will get easier , Saturday night was hard but really when I think about it he ended up on the coke anyway what are we missing really nothing but constant heartache