I know that the 2.5k was to pay off drug dealers. The day it all came to a head he blurted out a lot of stuff. My husband got the cash and we (very discreetly) drove to about 4 different houses of dealers and paid the debt.
He told me he’s spent hundreds and thousands on coke in the past years.
No wonder he’s has paranoia and mental health issues.
He liked his local ca group face to face, but that can’t happen yet apparently. Hes not getting anything out of the online meetings he said. Hes on his 2nd sponsor, and says hes made to feel guilty every time he lapses, and he’s fed up redoing the 12 steps from the start every time.
He said he’s not spiritual enough.
I sent him another text today telling him about a dream I had and he was only 8 or 9 on it.
I felt comfort after it. I told him that too.
He’s definitely got an addictive personality, whatever he does, he does it 100 %. Gambling, drugs, cigs, alcohol, etc
I watched the Ryan donnelly videos, and a Brandon (ex Jackass) one , don’t know if I should say to him or not.
Thanks again for your support, I’ll keep you in my prayers too.
Lx