3boymom reading your post its like I could of wrote it. My ex is on crack and he has been for 18 months. We have 4 children and unfortunately social services are involved. And like you I can’t talk to anyone about it what he’s doing because of the shame and embarrassment I feel. Im sick to death of him. He’s so selfish. I kicked him out the house and when I went one morning I came back and a caravan was on garden he lives there. So I can’t move on which is what he wants. He’s still now been out since 8.30 this morning. I hate him but unfortunately still love him at the same time. Social services just think because he’s there I want him to be but honestly it would be easier if he wasn’t because the stress, anxiety and heartache it courses is out of this world. He says he wants help but he does nothing about getting it. The last 3 weeks he’s been stuck to his dealer like glue. I can’t deal with it but what choice do i have.
