[3boymom]

Yes, he is out of the house for a month now. He is living with his mother who has been drug testing him. He does contact me in order to check on kids and schedule seeing them. If he can remain clean I have no problem with him seeing our kids; they absolutely adore him. I just think its time for me to move away from the hurtful cycle that continues to kill my spirit more and more each time he relapses. As Coco12 mentioned, its hard when you truly love someone but Im started to realize that my sanity and hapiness should be mean more to me than they do. I need to start caring for myself and stop putting his addiction before everything…..