Sorry for my late reply, I have just seen this. Well I use every few week. Seems to be on Fridays. I’ve gone months with out it, weeks, and once a week. The thing is with coke when it’s wearing off it sends your depressed and suicidal. And one day i just got really depressed when it was wearing off and suicidal and I hit my rock bottom. I seen a drug Councillor for 10 sessions, was 3 month clean then when out for a tyson fury fight to the pub thinking I was OK, and I lapsed. So it’s been back to the same since then, I was clean for 2 month at the start of the year, then went out. Its everywhere and hard to get away from.
I try many things to keep me away from it, apps, reading and other things, and this site. I came for help I think. A lot of people were supportive and they helped me stay clean, a bit of encouragement really does help. So I come on here as it helps me. And I like helping others as I’ve learned quite a bit. Sorry for the late reply again.