[need2talk]

I forgot to add another thing.

I need to learn how to trust. Can any cocaine user advise me.

He will speak to me at night till very late before bed. And then he wakes up for work. Whenever he speak he’s really loving towards me and attentive, and even when we see each other in person he’s so loving. You can just see how much he loves me. Always small gestures like holding my hand, buying me my favourite chocolate or drink. Things like that. I just thought when your hard on coke you don’t want to be around people and your love life suffers? Do all coke users suffer differently? He’s never abusive towards me even when we argue and I say things to him he won’t react badly and remains calm