[irchem]

You just have to take it one step at a time. It’s like grieving, I feel I have lost him to the devil, only he can find his way back to a life that brings him comfort without drugs & alcohol. My ex has said he will go to counselling but I very much doubt it. I’ve had a few nights of drunken txts and manipulation because he’s sad & depressed but I’ve not given in.. I’m standing strong this time.