I keep trying to convince myself he’ll change but he won’t even admit to still taking it, I was cleaning the bedside drawers out yesterday and found a few knots ( with a little cocaine in them ) in the draw so search and found a crack pipe too. I’ve not even bothered to say anything to him yet as I know he’ll deny it..say something like they are from awhile ago or something similar but as I only took him back a couple of months ago it’s completely impossible. He’ll never admit it to me, I’ve tried telling him he can talk to me if he feels like he needs or want it but he doesn’t, I honestly don’t think he wants to stop taking it and doesn’t care if he loses me otherwise he’d at least try and hide it from me.
