Girl next-door
I wish I could be there right now to give you a hug and help and support you.
I wanted you to know that there is hope for you. There is support and help out there if you look for it.
Covid has changed a lot of situations, but people still get help when they need it. I don’t think you should be on your own just now.
Have you tried calling the Samaritans? Or even the adfam homepage, I think you should seek help immediately , your children need you and you need to be healthy in mind and body to take care of them.
Please don’t struggle on your own any longer and go and seek help immediately.
I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Be strong, if not for yourself , for your children.
Lx