Hi TaylorF,
Welcome to the Forum, a great place to get really good advice from people in the same situation.
My Son is an addict alcohol and cocaine, he is in Recovery at the moment, and doing well, long may it continue.
Having lived with his habits for over 10 years, I can only tell you from my own experience that it is like living in hell, and in a viscious circle, the continuous lies and just being let down all the time, and it’s not a cheap hobby.
You have to think of yourself and think what is best for you, which is very hard for people when you love who you are with.
There are lots of posts on the forum which you might find helpful, and lots of people who are in the same situation who might be able to help you with their advice.
There is the Icarus Trust as well.
Keep in touch with the people on the Forum, look after yourself and take care.
Dx