Hi Iv just joined this forum . I’m
Currently living in a nightmare , have two beautiful girls who been affected by me and their dads relationship . He has gambled for years stealing from his parents me etc … now it been cocaine the last few years . He’s has been violent with me in the past and is now more mental torture . I have been with him for 20yrs , I fee like I’m on a roundabout can’t get off same s**t different day . As I’m tying this I come home
From
Work yesterday he was off his face , prior to this I have had to put up
With him
Just disappearing all night , him saying he is just in his car , literally he kn no
Social network for the hrs he disappears but reckons he juat
Sat in the car ????he will now be nasty all
Well coming off it and then be craving more . I’m completly mentally drained . I wear my heart in my sleeve so hate hurting anyone , but I feel
As though it’s time
I think
Of
Me and my daughters x