Also, when he disappears, do you know where he goes? My bf hangs out somewhere from time-to-time. I know it’s not another women, he’s reassured me of that. He doesnt go to crack houses since a bad incident 5 years ago, he told me some of the people in those places just look at you like a meal ticket, they’ll steel anything from you, they’re not your friends. I know he goes somewhere. I think likelihood is he’s at some male drug dealers place, I know none of his friends, even the ones who do drugs, none of them would tolerate the extent to which he does it. It’s the only conclusion I come to each time; maybe he’s with a dealer, maybe doing some delivery work on the side in exchange for it, who knows! Whatever it is he’s ashamed of it, he doesn’t talk about it at all, to the point of it basically not existing. I don’t really think there’s anything I can do about it either, but it does worry me. The not knowing and I don’t want him exposed to anything health wise, but what can I do!
