Hi Mum2bOyz,
Welcome to the Forum, it’s a great place to share your story with lots of people (especially Mums with Sons), who are all in the same situation.
To have people threaten you is terrible and must be very frightening.
Cocaine turns them into people that we don’t recognise, it is an evil drug.
My Son is an addict (alcohol and cocaine), he’s doing well at the moment, has been in rehab twice.
It destroys families, my husband left over a year ago, and I think my sons behaviour contributed to him leaving, but to me that’s the easy way out, leaving it all to me.
There are lots of stories on here about Mums and their Sons, reading through these will help.
There is also the Icarus Trust that help people too.
Please take care of yourself, I know it’s really hard, keep in touch with people on here too.
Dx