Thanks so much Ivy yours and everyone else’s kind words really do give me a boost. I’ve had a bit of a strange day all things considered. I have been expecting a refund from my car insurance company after I cancelled my policy and that refund finally came today. £1300 in total was refunded to me and I couldn’t even trust myself with it so I transferred the money to my mum but since I did my brain has been telling me all sorts of stupid stuff. It’s stupid but I feel like it’s been a missed opportunity. That’s the crazy way am addicts brain works. I don’t want to use and I’m glad I haven’t and my mum was so relieved when I rang her to say “can you look after this money for me because I don’t trust myself with it” 34 years old and still need my mum more than ever
