Hey,
It’s my first time here and I can definitely relate to you about having trust issues with your husband, especially over drugs.
I too was shocked when my husband continued to lie and with such ease and conviction that I fell for it myself every time.. now I listen to my gut instinct as opposed to him!
In all honesty, it will take a long time for you to rebuild that trust with him, but I definitely think you are already on the right track by seeing a marriage councilor (something I should probably consider myself actually) even if it is a bit of a wait, it’s the right step to take and I truly hope it works out for you and your family x