Hi.thank you for your reply.ive read your story and I hinestly dont know where you get your strength from.you are truly amazing.i know only I can do it.abit like my son.my husband and I have had a row tonight and we should be going away Friday.he says we can’t go on like we are anx he dosnt know ic he can and dosnt know if yo stay ot not.i feel totally alone and broken but I love him.its taken me 50 years to find him and I dont want to lose him.im going to try the tough love and refuse my sin.even thoug I know it will make me bad but I knos i am enabling him.sometimes I wish he hadn’t been born.isnt that an awful thing to say?£dont know where to go 4 counsilling. I’ve been mind and everything they said I agreed with.i just couldn’t let go off the heartstrings.prehaps my husband saying what he’s said tonight will toughen me up
