If you don’t mind me asking what made you relapse? You have to give a exact reason, what i mean is was it something from your past that triggered it or something new ?
How did you get into it ?
My ex when he does actually speak and not sit there like he’s mute mentioned delayed grief and although it maybe did play a part I can’t help thinking he did just because he could.
I don’t think he gives his children a second thought ever.