Hi Liberty
Yes he did cash the cheque he did give me some money but what he owes me there’s still plenty more he needs to give me back.
I’m not sure if he did get any but I do he possibly did. He go shopping like he said he was going to and when I went to him this morning I didn’t see any wrappers like normal just cigarette butts and his pipe was there but in bits so I don’t know what to think. He’s had his medication so this is dose 3. He gets 1 dose a day. Normally he has to have it at the chemist so they see him take it but obviously its closed Sunday so they give you Sundays dose to take away with you. I thought he’d take it before he was supposed to but he didn’t.
I want to believe he wants this but im not sure if I’ve forced it on him.
It sounds to me you have been extremely supportive of your bf. I can’t be supportive of the habit. To me he never needed to do it, he knew how against drugs I was and he did it anyway. I can’t forgive that. Also I can’t forgive how loyal he was to the dealer and how nasty and disgusting he became towards us to please him. He’s lost so much for that dealer, I’m still not how much he can see his habit and dealer took from him.
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My ex doesn’t like to talk about his problems he’s never been much of a talker often his silence says enough. If your barking up the wrong tree but if im right he’ll be silent. I think they do know the damage they cause but they need their fix more to understand how we feel.