Well, my other half is doing cocaine but as far as I know he doesn’t do crack.
I too was accused of cheating, he always brings up my past whenever he is high. I admit I did go through a lot when I was young and my previous relationships weren’t the best either. But that is in the past. When he is clean, he knows what bs he was talking, he knows I would never cheat on him, but as he says: “when am on that s**t I say anything, I don’t think right.”
We did have a few discussions recently about his using and he admitted that he really wants to stop this time. He is also watching self help videos, testimonies, reading up on how to stop and what stages he has to overcome to get better. I really do hope he will get his act together as I have told him that this is it for me now. I do not want to go into another year with him using and I certainly not going to tolerate any more rubbish from him now that we have a baby. I am trying to stay positive and believe that he wants to change but I am petrified as he has lied to me so many times in the past.