Hi Louise,
Thank you for posting and sharing your story. I am so sorry that your life is so difficult because of your husband’s cocaine habit. It’s really hard for you.
I work for a charity called The Icarus Trust. We offer support to the families of addicts because we know how hard living with an addict can be.
If you contact us you can be put in touch with one of our trained and experienced people. They would listen, understand what you are going through and maybe help you to find a way ahead.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best to you.