Hi there, unfortunately I found yet more drug paraphernalia last Friday morning and made the decision to leave. He sent me messages all day saying I had drilled holes in walls and put spy cameras in his home and had moved things like a curtain. he then went quiet and ive since found out he was arrested and is now likely to be remanded or sentenced. im beyond heartbroken but still now he will not admit he used (even though im absolutely positive he did) or also that his going crazy are my fault for leaving and therefore not “controlling him”. Its beyond me as he is lovely and thoughtful and kind when he can not use but the stress of looking around the house, wondering where spoons are going, where is his money going, scaring me etc is just too much.
just so so sad right now xx