Deffo it’s with them….we cannot take responsibility, we have al, tried to support them in many ways with no success, like someone said in here the drug always wins….and that literally is proving the case unfortunately. I lived for many year living a lie thinking it was me, that’s why he went out all time till all hours, the death of his friend several years ago etc…multiple things had me question mr, he seen me on sick leave and medicated for depression and anxiety and still did not tell me what he was up to. I had to find the evidence in his vehicle. Never did I think he lauds use such a drug, I’m anti drug always have been, I’m so ashamed and mortified by it all it’s not something I would expect from him…he buys coke and washes it up himself, I found spoons, bicarbonate and water bottles with pens …honestly it’s really opened my eyes…how naive I have been…the empty promises, the times he has offered to change then a few weeks later relapses…I’m so tired of it all. So glad we can speak here as family don’t understand and I’m trying to hide what he has been taken from the kids but their not stupid x
You don’t have the problem my lovely….it them, we did nothing wrong xxx