Thank you So true it’s more the lies I can’t deal with because I was believing he was clean then started finding things in his room . I love him to bits but it’s making myself and my husband ill I don’t want to kick him out and don’t know if I am doing the right thing friends keep telling us to kick him out as we have put up with it for two years I feel we are not helping and he won’t go for help we are worried if we do kick him out and something happens we will never forgive ourselves but if we don’t we carry on with sleepless nights and crying as well as his dad and myself trying to work full time and keep braking down in work work colleges don’t know .
Really wish I knew what was the best thing to do it’s cost us over £40.000 people threading to burn our house down if they don’t get there money so my husband paid every time there’s a knock at the door you dread open it I have had someone chase me in my car because I had my son in the car . That as all stopped at the moment as hasn’t for a few months now . I just wish I knew how to help him. I feel he want to come off it but not strong enough.