Hi i dont know what to say and i dont have any advice to give. I am new to this forum. My son is 17 and is addicted to cocaine. It is breaking this family. He has a substance missuse worker who he has been seeing weekly for over a year. He has been off all drugs for the last 2 weeks. I did a drugs test on him on Sunday after he had been out on his bike the day i guessed something wasnt right. I hoped the test would come back negative but it was positive. I have ran out of tears this last year. We are now back to square one and it has been very difficult in this house today. It is hard to remain calm when he is like this. I wish i could disappear some days as i dont know if i am making things worse. I dont like to tell people outside of the family as i dont want people to judge him he is so young and has his whole life ahead of him. He is so gulible. He is registered as vulnerable person with police. I have tried everything i can think of. I am thinking of trying hypnotherapy for him though wr have already spent thousands trying to help him and we dont have cash to spare on things . I thought there would be services that could help but because he isnt waiting to be charged for any offences all doors of support are shut to us