Hi Sabin,
Thanks for sharing your story. It’s good to know that you are talking to other people in the same situation which hopefully helps you to feel not so alone.
I work for a charity called The Icarus Trust. We offer support to the families around addicts as we know how hard it is. If you get in touch you could talk to one of our trained and very experienced people who might be able to help you find a way ahead.
You can contact Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
All the best to you.