Hi liberty
I’m ok thank you. It’s very hard to stay level headed but I’m trying to. He told the social worker he’s fed up of me accusing him of stuff (he means using obviously) and I did yes I do, do that because I’ve become so paranoid now. I wish I could stop i really do. The social worker did say can you blame her for that.
I think for drug dealers it’s easy money they don’t care about the damage it does it’s just their payday. I know exactly what your saying I’ve imagined all sorts when comes to dealers but I realise another one is just around the corner ready to swoop in.
Yes he does have loads of unstable relationships. This has only just dawned on me that there’s no one who cares about him enough to want or encourage him to kick the habit. That’s heartbreaking in it’s self as he’s not a bad person he’ll help anyone and everyone if he can and if he can’t he’ll try to find someone who can. That’s what’s so sad the amount of people he’s helped and now it’s his turn there’s no one. This isn’t covid related this is how it would be regardless.
I’d love for him to go to rehab be away from all the negative people and temptation. Maybe I’m being naive but I actually think if he went he wouldn’t use again.
I’m glad your both in a good place. There’s going to be bumps in the road we both know that. It’s longer road to recovery then it is for addiction unfortunately. Xx