So I’m saddened further I asked him to leave the sofa three nights ago, which he did and did not argue, I’ve found that he also seems to believe that I’m unfaithful (he has accused me multiple times over the years) believe me that’s not how I am…I’m loyal and faithful …always have been anyway long story short he hasn’t made contact with his mum since yesterday, I checked to see if he has accessed his emails for work etc…he has been in touch with a private investigator so clearly he is still suspicious and paranoid. I’m genuinely getting scared now, he has no access to my home, I have the keys, I’ve blocked him on everything (which is hard as I do care, but he is not the same person) I don’t care about investigators as I have never done a thing wrong it’s just the paranoia resulted in police input in January after he physically assaulted me and I’m scared that with crack rage he doesn’t know what he is doing. I don’t know what to do x
