I dropped the charges in January and took him back a month later, he seemed to have changed but started slipping again…I’m now fearful following that night and don’t take any chances and then a few weeks ago we had drinks and he smashed the house up which is why he was in a caravan renting only for a week the lockdown happened and the site was closed so he was staying on the couch for the last two weeks but I wasn’t happy with him coming and going all night and day as he pleased so I asked him to leave and he did and never argued which I thought was good. Then for fears of his well-being I checked if he has logged into his emails as I’ve blocked him on social media and things…he emailed me two days ago to say he didn’t feel well and needed help, he has since seen his mam. I haven’t responded. But I found the private investigator emails suspecting I’m cheating again, god it’s the furthest thing in my mind I feel exhausted, a little scared as your right it’s not him when he is on this drug x
I’m meeting a friend tomorrow and will discuss with her, I don’t want to worry my family and don’t want people hating him….I’m just in a weird place now x