Sounds a lot like what I have been going through for a long time exactly the same … I just thought he was moody and over worked and stressed ?? It’s always been there since I met him but it was only about 3 times a year he’d go out amd come home high but reading between the lines if he has a hole in his nose it must of been happening at home too he could eat his tea which everyone says they can’t eat ??? He’d then have about 6/8 bottles of larger a night to wind down after work I didn’t see the signs ? Just the mood swings amd the accusations and making me feel un loved amd to our son … as soon as I discovered the truth he went all defensive and blames us , I really hope he sees sense amd comes home and says he will stop for us but reading on here I think I’m wasting my time hoping x
