Hmm with mine he won’t text me at all and definitely not answer the phone if he’s using. Purely because I assume he’s so out of it? I know he drowns in self pity too. Well yes he used to be the most amazing boyfriend in the world.. but for the last 6 or so months its as if he hates me. Wont come near me is generally off I can’t do right for doing wrong. Its upsetting daily without the use even coming into it. Is this all part and parcel?? I do feel that the next time he uses i must use it as my escape and cling onto the usage to break free from him because I truly can’t live like this anymore.
Wow… I really feel for you! You should be so proud of yourself how far you have come!
He had managed to keep this a great secret only his brother knows (mum thinks its cocaine and doesn’t know the half of it) so I feel I’m fighting this battle alone. Only recently I made him give me his brothers number and was able to contact him. He was so apologetic and couldn’t tell me how sorry he was to put this all on me. My partner has never said anything of the sort and made me think.. do you know what, yes this is all on me and he’s the one who’s made it this way.
He plays the victim.. poor me and its him who’s going through it and not me. Is this just the manipulation or does he seriously think this way? Crazy!
I truly hope you continue to find the strength to never look back to that man. And I truly hope I find mine!
I would lock my friend in a room until she came to her senses – I feel my heart is taking so much longer to accept what my mind already knows!