Your so right being angry doesn’t do anything. Nothing does.
That’s 100% me I get angry when he ignores and get even more angry when he admits what I already know.
It makes total sense I do this too my mind goes on overtime. I always think the worst and get stressed and worked up about it and that’s when my anxiety kicks in.
That’s the thing I don’t know what’s or low for him. And that drives me crazy.
You don’t sound like a loser but I do think you’ll look back and regret some things. You said you wanted children but your husband didn’t, I’m assuming you still don’t have any children. If that is the case you may look back and regret that neither your husband or boyfriend could give you that.
It’s heavy but true. I know I have to stop some of the things I do but I just don’t know how.