Unfortunately he went and got some yesterday but I knew it would happen. But he’s been ok.
Try not to take any notice he’s trying to hurt you to justify himself that’s what I’ve learnt from him. He makes excuses and tries putting the blame on me for things so he can justify himself.
You are good person and you know you are. To deal with all that you have and still keep being there for him and supporting him.
I wish I had the answers for you I really do. I think your doing the right thing just step back and take some time for yourself. I must admit you do sound different now from when we first spoke. I think he may be pushing you too far. Which I can guarantee he’ll regret but it maybe the making of you, but only time will tell and whatever you decide I’ll be here if you need to talk.
Take care of yourself xx