Hi D&T,
Bless you, I can sympathise with you, look back through my posts.
What is your life situation like, do you have a mortgage/kids etc?
It is a really awful rollercoaster than feels never ending. I have PTSD from anxiety from the years of being on edge.
You aren’t alone, there are many people here that are going through the same as you. And when I say the same, the experiences are pretty similar, its like a coke addict has read a manual on how to act, and they do it, to the book.
Don’t take this the wrong way – But there is nothing you will be able to say or do to stop him. Its a sly drug that makes people think its ok to use recreationally, then weekly, then twice a week, and before you know it you need it to feel normal, not good! I hate it with a passion, I would love to educate young people on what this does to you I would make it my life goal. Coke is glamourised on tv, and it really shouldn’t be. It should, in my opinion, be in the same group as Heroin. But its not seen that way is it.
Sending love x