Hi Liberty
I so glad to hear from you, I thought I may have put too much on you.
I’m glad you managed to talk things through.
And yes I do try to protect him. And also yes it is terrifying, sometimes I don’t know if reading about others helps or just sends my mind into overtime. I think both depending on how I’m feeling.
Do you think a part of him wants to stop it’s just too hard to ?
It’s heartbreaking that he asked that question, I’m at that moment you felt your world crumble too.
This habit is tragic for everyone involved. The grip it has on them. I actually don’t understand what the buzz is, do you ? Is there a buzz or is it just a case of need ?
To be completely honest with you, I’m the same I couldn’t/ wouldn’t forgive myself if I walked away and something happened to him.
If only we woke up one day and this nightmare was over for us all them especially.
I did see the post, are you going to contact them ?