I wish I could relax more, I just feel like all eyes are on me all the time. How can that be ? How can I constantly feel like I’m on trial yet all I’ve done is try to help things get better?
Progress has been seen, little progress but it’s progress i guess.
Yes I see what your saying i guess there is a fine line. And I think my biggest mistake is I try too hard to stop him making mistakes. I fail of course.
He tries emotional blackmail at times. He knows deep down you can do better so he tries not in maliciously but tries to make you believe you can’t. I think maybe that’s because of fear of losing you.
He wanted a fix the other day and he used his mums health to try and get money. I told him if your mum is so ill you’ll let me drop you off you dont need money. He stormed off I’ve heard nothing of his mum being ill since. I hate that addiction makes he lie about such serious things but what can you do ? X