[blackhound]

Thanks for the reply Hatty20.

I’m living at my dad’s at the moment until Sunday. I left because I couldn’t take the continued arguing everyday. I was on an emotional rollercoaster and it was severely damaging my mental health. But I now need to find somewhere to live, I can’t stay at my mum’s because I have to take care of our dog and her flat is not suitable.

I’m in the angry stage ATM for putting our relationship in such a shitty position. Everything he’s done, including the drinking has jeapordised my want to go with him and that’s the frustrating part. Loving and hating someone who is basically an addict at the same time is a horror.