Hi
Thanks for reading my story and your feedback
I know walking away is the right thing to do really but it is so hard to give up on someone and to stop thinking with your heart
We did speak a little yesterday for the first time since the big upset last week
She is still maintaining that she can do what she wants and is saying I was out of order being angry in front of the kids etc
That’s the problem when they are like this everything gets turned around and puts the argument onto a different topic and she is just so self destructive when she is in this head space,
I’m guessing all partners get the usual crap about how we are being control freaks etc and it’s us with the problem
But the problem is for me to stand by and watch and do nothing I would feel Is the worst crime of all