Jaynhissay, your son, ok, that’s lovely. Good to hear.
Wow, that’s makes sense. You actually felt refreshed, ok. Thanks for the insight, I just cannot relate at all, not even, but I take your word for it. How does that compare to a few good nights sleep in a row? I mean is it because you were tired to begin with that, that boost let’s you think you’re refreshed, but are really just synthetically awake again? Is it like when you’ve been sick for such a long time that you forget what well feels like? (Sorry for the questions).
That’s wonderful you get to have your son, Christmas makes all the difference with a child / children around doesn’t it, I really wish you the best for every moment together. And I personally wouldn’t fear any potential poor lifestyle choices he’ll make, firstly, he’ll have your care and knowledge to take comfort in, and secondly, I expect he’s still a good few years away from being a teenager. You have all the time to build that parent/child trust and bond to reinforce your teachings when you finally get to that point. All it takes is time now, I’m sure. Did you have all of those things? (Again, don’t feel you have to answer that).
Thank you, I am looking forward to it. I have doubts though, because of fear and I just don’t know what’s right or good anymore. I think he does care about me, but does he want to take any responsibility for my happiness, it doesn’t seem that way. And I have done so much to try and keep him happy and safe and well, especially this year, when we’ve been forced apart. I know it’s really selfish, but I’m trying not to think in ‘us’ terms anymore, so as not to get all disappointed. Really sad I know.
Do you think sometimes the desire of the people around you, that them wanting you to stop adds extra pressure to the point where its overwhelming?
Sending care for Christmas xxx