Hi Smh1987,
Welcome to the Forum, hopefully you will find some very useful advice from people in a similar situation to yourself.
I am the Mum of an addict, alcohol and cocaine, although he is doing well at the moment.
A life with an addict is not a good one, and being the Mum of an addict is very hard.
I think you asking the question “what life would I have” , is a good question, and from experience, it’s not a good life, it’s like a living hell, and that’s only being very honest. I feel for his Mum, having to bail him out of these situations, I have also had to do this for my Son, it could be you who he asks the next time, they don’t care how they get the money or who from, and if your boyfriend is a daily user, he is spending some serious money.
Do you think he wants to get help? Has he made any steps to get help?
There are lots of stories on here that are very sad, but it’s a great place to share your story and get advice from other people.
There is also the Icarus Trust who you can talk to.
Keep in touch on here, and take care of yourself first.
Dx