[davidk]

you hit on a good point here,

how these people must have an issue to begin with, and that’s why they turn to drugs in the first place.

I’ve often felt this about it myself, like its largely a mental health issue, combined with a drug problem and the two feed each other so well.

I also think the underlying mental health issues are largely improved when drugs are taken out of the question.

also you are right in that its like she is my drug, that I cannot let go of,

And I know I don’t deserve all the bad times, but in 7 years there has been a lot of good times too, and its those times that it is so hard to put an end to, although it is her that is ending them.