Yes he’s projecting his blame alright. So today he’s tried contacting aa, turning point etc and nobody is answering apparently. I went to the shop to get him some juice and returned 15 minutes later to catch him in the act of jimmying open the locked cupboard and drinking alcohol, I lost my shit and then sat down to talk to him. During our conversation the same thing happened where he’s vacant not blinking and then the stomach cramping the hospital had managed to stop started again. Once again I called an ambulance and he is in hospital, they don’t know what the episodes are and have called to ask what happened today so I explained everything.
I think I quit and don’t care anymore it’s not my issue anymore I will not have this anymore enough is enough. I’m about to take some bits to the hospital for him and tomorrow I will try to find him a homeless shelter. The doctor said that when he comes out he will probably need to drink, I said but he drinks and then has an episode so I will just call an ambulance and send him back to you and so the cycle will continue so he needs to stay in and should never have discharged himself last night.
I am not going to continue repeating this he has to lose everything and quite frankly I no longer give a rats ass. Amen