Coco I’m sorry to hear about your friend who passed away. I know there’s no time in which grieving the loss of someone is easy, so to lose someone on Xmas day must be especially tough for all involved. A very close friend of mine sadly lost a sister just before Xmas she had a stage 4 brain tumor and she left behind a 3yr old daughter and a 5yr old son. Absolutely tragic.
I’m glad to read that things have been more positive for both you Coco and liberty.
Do either of your partner’s ask you to join them in the fight against the addiction? The reason I ask is because when I first started trying to get clean and was going to meetings with N.A. etc I was so keen to share with the people around me and they taught me to tell the truth again after so many years of lying and manipulating to either get what I wanted or keep the things from people I didn’t want finding out. I was told that relapse starts when the user starts telling lies again and finishes with them using.
I hope you have had as good a Xmas as possible and I wish you all the best.