managed to sleep a bit earlier last night, and set an early alarm this morning to force myself awake so I’ll hopefully be tired tonight
I feel more numb about it all now, but i’m sure once I see her and am back in the thick of it all it will bring it all rushing back, but being apart from it I am blocking it out and not really thinking so much about it as the days go on.
so if he pays towards the rent and has money, wouldn’t he be able to find another place to live without the homeless shelter thing.
that’s good he’s going to meetings now though, and that they are actually open at the minute, I assumed you are in UK, where a lot is not in tier 4, which I imagie would mean a lot of services are closed or online only.
anyway, hopefully he will stick with the help, hopefully it means he does want to sort it out and isn’t just doing it to keep you quiet,
things have a funny way of reverting though, pretty much every time I’ve felt we we’re making progress it gets undone one way or another later on, and like I say, she is so good at acting normal and like nothing ever happened that it is just shocking how all the damage seems to only exist in your own head.