He walked physically from me, because he was already bored at the end of November, I was sending some messages because of the fear of HPV, it was just fun, but acting like a boyfriend hurt me because I invested, I also had an ambiguity because of his actions not hitting with what he said about not wanting to date, I think that saved me a little bit 🙂 because I was left behind, but invested, stressed and invested .. that hurt me, and STDs, right? He is there in his city, probably with some woman, because he is charming, and he plays that loving shy game. I want to release him in my mind, from indignation with me, yes, stop blaming me, thank you dear. My will was revenge, but the drug, the bad relations, he will have and already has a lot of problems, lack of genuine love, but it belongs to God.
I’m listing my qualities again here in the diary, writing the limits to meet someone this year, and I don’t want to break them, as you said, it will be difficult for someone to abuse us. This pain makes us stronger, at the cost of so much disappointment, you know.
“This year could be the new start you need to make the changes to get rid of it and start living your life. Stop torturing yourself.” I liked his sentence so much, crying here :,)