“I often think the only thing I can trust her to do is break my heart again and again.”
“Why was I fighting for? An abusive angry moody unreliable dishonest weak junkie. No thanks. Rather be alone then unhappy. The peace of mind is priceless.”
Uauuu, I’m learning a lot about self value here, who could imagine that, after a junkie didn’t want to be with me anymore, I would have a lot of lessons about self worth. Great !! I’m so thankful.
And David, like stone said, is not worthy spend time helping them. Maybe you have to see as I trying to do, to find the sense of your life and this hole that should not be fulfilled by a selfish woman! If we try to love ourselves more, as I trying to do, you will se that will be less space for them. Step by step…
And if you write that you have for sure that she would break your heart again and again, that’s true, they don’t not what is love, because they kill themselves every day, each use of this drug, and yeah.. would be nice that drug dealers not exist.
Do something ???? take note of this thoughts, the bad things, and read out loud, our friend stone she made it, 3 years uuuhuuu.. make efforts for you, be selfish, you deserve it, buy things for you. I’m doing this..trying, and yeah, 5 months thank God, but don’t let this steal your life another year ok?