it’s addiction David, she’s your drug. So you need to abstain from it. And yes it is difficult, yes, I physically stayed away from the drug addict, but because he wanted it too, I stopped being a supply. You are also no longer a supply to her, or she would be with you and not the drug. You want someone who wants you, it’s almost like a pride of ours: as he / she doesn’t want someone who helped, renovated the house, who paid for dinners here, who gave rides … it’s a sense of value that we should have, but not from them seeing that value. I understand better, thanks to God and Stone q also helped me, and she talking to you helps me a lot, that you need to get a sense of value to do something else in life, invest in a friendship (I “nag” a friend venting to her, knowing about her also helps me. I have two cats that distract me. And I also think of the guy who hugged me on the couch here, who had dinner with me, fun, friendly, mega fun, handsome, it makes me angry that he is an opportunistic selfish drug addict !! takes the bad part and puts a magnifying glass on. You have more disadvantage than advantage. Even if, if you had more advantage, we wouldn’t be here talking about it, you would be happy with her, walking, even having kids having fun and laughing together.
