I have ruined tonight because I have the audacity to talk to people on here. My bad, I didn’t see that my actions were so detrimental to everyone else’s lives! Everything has been good, he’s still sober but I am waiting for the time he is not. He is re-enacting Xmas lunch tomorrow, doesn’t want me to help him. He’s huffing coming in the kitchen every now and then because I started messaging again on here. He’s had no alcohol I admit to having a couple glasses of wine. Am I totally shit because I’ve done that, he’s not angry about the wine just that I’m talking on here. Suddenly I don’t know what to think it do and that I am bad.
