yeh guess his age shows he is unlikely to ever change,
But has he been an addict for most of his life, has he had long periods without?
my partner has managed to be good for a lot of years and to be honest a couple of years ago I would never have imagined any of this to be our future, whereas now I wouldn’t actually be that surprised if she eventually ends up on heroin and selling her body to pay for it, I hate to imagine this one day happening, but I have had nightmares about it and it doesn’t seem impossible.
I never spent my life expecting to settle down in a relationship, so jumping into this one was a bit of a shock, but I fell for her real bad, but I don’t imagine if we do split that I would meet anyone else soon or even want to really, I was alright alone before we met, and didn’t think I would ever meet “the one” ha.
Its worst time to even try and get on with a new life right now with all the lockdowns etc, I’m quite sure no bank will touch me for a mortgage right now as I am still on furlough with no return to work date, and I’d like to join a yoga class or something but everything like that is shut,
so instead just gotta be patient which is annoying as I want to be getting on with things.