He has been clean from coke for just over 2 weeks now, we do tests so I know it is true, it got the the point where I knew he was doing it daily and lying about it continuously. He went to rehab last year but fell off the wagon shortly after. He started drinking again when I was away in hospital having the baby. That stopped again but he does relapse now and then. I’m just so paranoid all the time. I can’t get my head around why he does it but that’s because I’m not an addict and have really strong will power. He too has a good job but has spend fortunes on coke. If I could bottle up how I feel and give it to him he would have to stop I’m sure.
